Sunday, April 29, 2012

A day out with Twilight Sparkle?


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              “What is this?” I asked, looking down on a pair of purple muffs that I was holding on to. This time I had a clear version of what my “hands” looked like. Seem like my “hands” (hooves in this case) were in a strange orange yellow type color. Kind of like a “mango” looking color, but somewhat darker. My hooves did look a little “cartoonish”, as there was no real detail on them; just a solid color (it was like I was part marshmallow and part jolly rancher). I was able to hold and caress the purple muffs on my hooves, felt almost like a bathing cloth. They were shaped like small ash trays, but looked like they would fit on my hooves.
              “Just put them on! You complained that you were cold.” Twilight Sparkle stated in an annoyed tone. She sounded a little agitated, but nothing too serious. I do complain a lot, after all... I hope she can forgive me.
              This time, it looked like we were on the 2nd floor of her house. It seems like the only room on the 2nd floor was the bedroom, which leads onto the balcony outside. The room was structured a bit strange, as you had a clear view of the 1st floor from just by looking down at the end of the room. No windows or rail guards to prevent you from falling over, it looked dangerous if one day you just happened to sleep walk. Only thing in the room was a book shelf leaning up against a wall in one corner, and on the other side of room was a purple bed, next to it was a large basket with a blanket in it. The sheets on the purple bed were designed to represent stars in the blue night sky, kind of neat I suppose. The bed was close to the corners of other end of the room (the area where you WON'T fall to you death). It was up against a wall, right next to a large window with a decent view of Ponyville. Outside, the afternoon sun light beamed down onto the bed through the large window. Possibly the best location for the bed, as once morning hits the sun light's beam were so strong, it'll be difficult to nap under. I don't know, that's just my opinion on that, okay! On another corner of the room was a set of stairs that circle down onto the 1st floor. Seemed like the only path you could take by leaving and entering the bed room.
              Twilight Sparkle was dressing up the bed as if she just woke up. Ensuring the blanket was stretch across the bed with no wrinkles and the pillows were in a perfect upright position. She was rather quick about it, as it seem like she was in a hurry to get somewhere. However, it looked like she wanted to make sure all was right with the bed. Even after everything was setup, she continued to scout around the bed of any errors. I took advantage of this time to put on the purple muffs on my hands (hooves!). I dropped them onto the floor and placed my hooves into each one, they seemed to fit in perfectly. What tripped me out as how easily they slipped on, yet when I started swinging my orange (mango?) hooves around, they remained perfectly wedge on.
              “Alright, let's go!” Twilight shouted with excitement as she rushed (gallop?) down the stairs.
              Distracted by the muffs, she was already half way down the stairs. I ran down them, rushing to catch up to her, “Okay, coming!”

              Outside, it seemed like Twilight Sparkle and I were in a middle of the business district in the central of Ponyville. It was located in a large field with several business stands placed all over, some with awnings covering the top of the entrance to provide shade from sun light for the customers. Most of the business stands seem to match as they all shared the same shades of the color blue. Some with several “extra” decorations to help them stand out on what they were advertising (like random colored flags, specific designs of posters or silly logos related to what they were selling to enrich the stands). The area was somewhat crowded, as most of the stands had several ponies (people?) in line, trying to get whatever item was on sale. Some of the ponies look like they were aimlessly walking around, in hopes to find whatever they were looking for.
              Walking besides Twilight, she was kind of leading the way. It seem like she had a better idea of where we were going. I don't even recall what we were doing here in this area to begin with, I just hope it was something she needed and nothing I asked for since I didn’t even know this place exists. It felt great walking beside her, the way she looked and her smell is always pleasing to me. She smelled of CK1 perfume and bananas.
              Eventually, she stopped at one of the blue stand and walked up behind the counter. Like the other stands, an awning covered the entrance behind the counter providing us some shade. I couldn't tell what was going on, I think Twilight was talking to someone (somepony?) behind the counter, getting... whatever. I don't know, I was too distracted by a green flag brushing up against the back of my neck. It looked like it was hanging from the edge of the awning, and it was kind of flowing with the breeze. I turned to it; I was getting really annoyed by it brushing against me. I grabbed the end of it with my teeth, yanked it off from the awning, and started swinging it back and forth like a wild dog (I think I made some growling sounds too). I didn't feel mad; I just didn't want it bothering me anymore. Maybe I could have moved out of its way, but I just wanted to deal with it right now.
              I immediately stopped swinging my head as soon as I heard giggling. I quickly picked my head up and looked around to see where the giggling was coming from. Not too far off in the distances, was a small crowd of ponies. Seem like several of them were watching me screwing around with the green flag. They stared at me, with their eyes squinting, and their mouths looking somewhat puckered as they struggle to hold in their laughs. I felt a little embarrassed, but then I started to hear Twilight laughing behind me. I quickly turned around to see her, with the flag still in my mouth, and I notice her laughing historically. I’m guessing she was just laughing at the entire scenario; I couldn’t help but smile at the situation.
             
              Later, we continued to walk around the business district as Twilight Sparkle’s eyes gazed from stand to stand, we eventually ran into a pony pulling a large cart full of fruit. Twilight stop the pony in his (I guess it was a guy, he was a dark blue looking pony) path and asked him for a favor. He then removed the saddle from his back that was connected to cart, walked to the back of the cart, shuffled his hoof around the fruits, grab hold and handed Twilight an orange. I just stood in place while watching entire transaction. Twilight put out her right roof to grab hold of the orange being received by the dark blue pony. She kept the orange balanced on her hoof and walked back towards me.
              Twilight placed the orange right in front of my face and said, “Eat up! You’re hungry, right?”
              I actually love oranges, I wonder if she knew this or maybe this is something ponies normally eat around here. “Of course I’m hungry… thanks.” I was really nervous and didn’t actually know how to go about eating it. I went ahead and took a big bite out of the orange, without even removing the peel or anything; I just ate it like that. I tried to chew it, but the peel was too ‘tangy’ for me, I had to turn away to spit it out.
              Twilight dropped the orange onto the ground so that way she could stand on all four hooves again. I think she was trying to keep her balance because as soon as I started spitting out the piece of orange I just ate, she started laughing. I guess she found this quite entertaining, I didn't know how to feel about this situation.

              It was getting dark, the sun slowly setting, giving out a dark orange lighting all around the area of Ponyville. Twilight and I had begun making our way back to her place. We walked side by side, as we saw her house from a distance, following a dark grassy trail that seems to lead directly to the house (tree house). The purple muffs still remained on my hooves, as they were so comfortable I almost forgot I had them on.
              During our walk, I started to yawn. I wasn't sure why or how since this a dream and all. Maybe I was sleepy... in my dream? I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!
              Twilight notices my yawn and quickly looked over my direction to asked, "Are you exhausted?" She sounded concern.
              I didn't look her way, but I can see she was looking at me at the corner of my eyes. Maybe I was showing a drowsy facial expression of some kind. "No, I'm fine".
              "You should just stay over at my place if you're getting tired." she said.
              I didn't know how to respond to that. It was hard for me to refuse the offer, seeing as how I didn't know if I had a place of my own or not to go back (strange dream world). “Sure, I’ll stay over.” I accepted her offer.
              She quickly sighs with relief and said, "Great..." like if she was worried about something. I don't think she was worried about me rejecting the offer... was she? I just didn't want anything to happen to me like in that last dream. I was worried to walk around the village by myself again.

              As Twilight and I entered her house, she suggested that I go straight to bed. I wasn't sure how late it was, but I took her advice. The house itself seemed like it was well lit with lighted candles place around the halls of the 1st floor. Since she lived in a large tree and the first floor's walls acted as book shelves, it would suck if one of the cables just fell off... but whatever!
              I walked up the stairs to enter the bed room. I advanced straight to the bed, removing my purple muffs, pulled up the purple bed sheets, tuck myself under them, and just made myself comfortable. The moon light coming from the window beamed down on my face, but it didn't bother me very much, it wasn't too bright. The bed felt great, looking out the window, just watching the bright white moon and stars as I tried to sleep. Thing was, I just wasn't tired at all. Maybe I'll get bored enough if I continue to look up the night sky and just eventually fall asleep.
              As I attempted to sleep, I started to feel a tug at the end of my sheets. It seems like Twilight made her way to the opposite end of the bed and tuck herself in right next to me. I was still looking away, out into the window, so I couldn't tell what she was doing exactly, but I knew it was her... the smell of bananas clog my nose. Once she snuggled herself into the bed sheets, she breathed in heavily and let out a loud sigh. At this point, I started to feel really nervous, but I wasn't too worried because if I stood perfectly still I'd be okay... or so I thought. My arm (hoof) was kind of falling asleep, and I was so nervous that I didn't even want to move in fear of annoying Twilight in some way.
              As I continued to lie perfectly still, I felt something rubbing the back of my legs (hoof). It seems like Twilight was trying to brush her hoof against mine. She was just rubbing up against my hoof as she tried to get comfortable.
              “It’s always an event just hanging out with you, isn’t it?” Twilight spoke softly. She did sound a little tired herself.
              “Yeah...” I replied. “I seem to get that comment a lot.”
              Twilight giggled softly, “You’re so random... I guess that’s one thing about you that...” she didn’t finish her sentence. What was she trying to say?
              I still felt her hoof rubbing against mine; I started to feel a bit more comfortable about the situation now. I decided to push myself closer, to where my back was up against her. I got close enough to where I was able to feel her mane on my shoulder. I rub up against her back and got myself comfortable underneath the sheets. Just then, I felt her moving around, I wasn’t sure what she was doing but it seemed like she was adjusting her position on the bed. Next thing I knew, I felt her stomach on my back and could feel her breathing beside my neck. Her face was so close to mine, I didn’t what to do. I got so nervous... I threw up. The smell of bananas was too great!!

               I woke up, feeling sick (back in the real world now). I rushed to the rest room and tried to vomit, but nothing came out. I felt like shit... it was almost like I had a nightmare. I was fuckin’ sweating and tried to remember what I dreamt about that got me feeling like this. I drank some milk and I started shadow boxing (FYI: I’m a boxer). I need to keep my mind off these ponies since I had a big match coming up in three weeks. As miserable as I felt, I really wanted that dream to last. All I could think of was how I miss Twilight Sparkle...

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Twilight Sparkle? Is that you?!


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            Waking up in the middle what seems to be Twilight Sparkle's house, I see myself leaning against a large wooden table in front of me, picking my face up as if I woke up from a long nap. Looking around, the bookshelves surrounded me acted as walls for the inside of the house. I didn't know where I was or who I was. I don't even know what form I was. Everything looked a bit “fuzzy”, like if I felt dizzy. I slowly glanced over to my right as I started to slowly regain focus and I see Twilight Sparkle. By her appearance, I became shocked yet somewhat amazed to see her in person (or to see her in pony... get it? Haha... haaa...). This is possibly the first time I've encounter a pony dream, but I've been watching the show for over a year now, it's funny that of all times I would have one just now.
            Twilight was sitting back on her hind legs, with her front legs placed close to her lap (?) to keep her balance. Her back arched slightly forward, and her neck was bent over with her face looking below, it seemed like she was reading a book placed on the table in front of her (or us, anyways). I couldn't make out what she was reading, as from my end it looked like blank yellow pages. I kept rubbing my eyes, I don't know why, they didn't feel itchy or anything yet I felt like it was necessary to rub my eyes. I still felt a little dizzy, a bit “off” as it was kind of hard for me to keep my balanced, I didn't understand why. Every time I would try to step away from the table, I started to stagger around, I felt completely unsteady. As I continued to look back down at the table, I started to breathe heavily, I was scared...
            “What are you doing?” Twilight asked, sounded somewhat concerned but I couldn't help but felt like she wanted to laugh.
            I looked over at her once again. She was looking towards my direction with smile (I think) but with neutral look. She didn't seem like she had apprehension for the situation I was in. I asked, “Am I okay?”
            Twilight giggled, trying to cover her laughter by placing her hoof slightly above her smile, “What does that mean? Are you okay...?”
            I was still confused at the entire situation, and I didn't know what to say. I believe I may have been expressing some kind of astonishment look, I was shocked just due to the fact that I couldn't believe where I was, or... maybe it was something else. I continue to rub my eyes, I'm still unsure as to why I would continue to do this, but after I was done rubbing them I notice Twilight walked off to the other end of the room.
            She walked up to the large surrounding book shelf and grab hold of a book placed high at the top of the shelf using her magic (unicorn and all). She levitated the book in front of her, and started to quickly flip through the pages of the book, as if she was looking for a specific page. During this time, she asked me for a favor, “I was wondering if you go out and buy me some fruit. I'm going to need it to prepare for tonight's dinner.”
            I nodded, “Alright!” and got up from where I was... sitting...? I think I was sitting, wasn't sure what position I was in or what I was sitting on. If I had to guess, I believe I was sitting on my hind legs on the floor.
           
            I pushed open the door, took a step outside of Twilight Sparkle's house. From what I could recall, I was able to see the village of Ponyville; everything looking so green, yellow, and pink. The atmosphere of it all seemed so peaceful, yet I didn’t see anyone (anypony) around. I started walking on word, still don’t know if I was a pony or not, as walking felt natural. My feelings of being dizzy was almost non-existent, I felt just fine at this point, however…
            As I continued to walk forward, I then started to feel a bit un-easy, a bit scared. The houses beside me seemed fine, and the grassy trail I walked on started to feel a bit odd; like it started to feel numb around my fingers (I dunno what they are). I continued to walk, but became paranoid of what would be happening to my fingers, I collapsed onto the group. My face brushing against the grass, everything around me was spinning; I couldn’t keep focus on anything. I decided to lay here until I regain focus and I didn’t feel dizzy.
            As I lay by, another pony walked across my path. All I could see where his hooves, they looked green. He seemed to have stopped in front of me, but I couldn’t get a clear look at his face.
            Worried, I whimpered, “Twilight…?”
            The pony’s hooves seemed to reposition themselves, as though the pony was looking right at me. “Pathetic” sounded like a male’s voice. He continued, “Last time you showed up, you ruined everything”
            I didn’t move, I couldn’t move. My eyes half open, I still felt as though everything around me was spinning. I was breathing heavily, however I tried to speak with him. “I’ve never… been here before. I’m… sorry…”
            The pony replied, “I guess I have to do everything around here, huh?”

            Next thing I knew, everything faded to black, and I woke up.
I didn’t understand any of it, and I don’t recall any real life events that could’ve cause the 2nd pony to be involved in such a negative way. Maybe the 2nd pony was to show the reality of the situation; how I could never have someone like Twilight Sparkle. I really wish I had a better answer of this dream, but seemed like this was only the beginning of what was to come.

Before we start...

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So, like many of you viewing this, you guys might be fans of the show like me and enjoying the appeal of what the show has to offer. Very colorful characters, each with their own unique and individual personalities to where almost anyone can enjoy the show. Even if the person despises the show, it's hard for someone to not find that character they can relate to or enjoy.

Personally, I love Twilight Sparkle.
Twilight's COD is the shit!
I feel I can relate to her the most because we seem to share the same mental disorder and neither of us are seeking help on it.
Sadly, I can only see my dragon servant when I'm extremely high.

Speaking of which, normally when I watch the show, I'm usually under the influences of marijuana and I tend to get a good laugh out of the show. However, there has been many episodes where I run into really bad trips. And on those same nights, I would have a dream about the ponies in some strange scenario.
These "scenarios" have been harmless for now, however by every week I feel as the dreams are becoming more... "detrimental" (I don't know the best word to describe it, I'm retarded)

So, what I've done here is created a blog on my view points of what I thought of the episodes I saw while high, and post the dreams I'm currently having. I've written down a few dreams and will post them here shortly, however that doesn't mean the dreams have stopped. And with the second season coming to a close, this shouldn't be a problem as I've yet to view every episode so I have time to review them. Thing is, I'm not watching them in order, so it may seem a bit random in what episode I review.

At the same time, I feel as though I'm kind of losing my sanity in this entire event. I hope this isn't the case, however I'll keep updates, and review them myself to ensure I'm not completely losing my mind. I can only hope for the best in this situation, but I feel as though this is something I would need to blog (or keep track of, anyways). These pony dreams are too frequent, and as mentioned before, are getting stranger and stranger by the week. Maybe there's something in my head trying to tell me something that I can't comprehend when awake and sober.